Chaos

So, it's Spring Break, and I'm busy working, seeing friends, and trying to stay on top of everything that I have to do, as well as study for an exam on Monday (yes, the day after Spring Break, my life sucks.) Apparently, when I was up at 7am on the first Monday of my break, my dad asks my mom, "Does she ever take a break?" My mom's reply: "No, no, I don't think she does."

I need my breaks just as much as everyone else, but I also need to be busy. Maybe you can relate? I keep moving, get stuff done, and can't keel over until everything really truly is said and done.

For me, I don't feel alive unless I'm constantly flying by the seat of my pants. I thrive on that time where you are so busy, you simply give up sleeping. The catch? You have to be doing something that you really love or else none of it is worth it.

Chaos can be a good thing. If you are like me, you can thrive on it, but it can also help prove to you what is really worth your time and is worth fighting for. Because when all-Hell-breaks-loose, the part of the chaos that you hold on to and attempt to control, is the part that you really care about, that part that you don't want to lose.

So say "yes" to too many things. Do more than you think you can, just to prove it to yourself. Live in the chaos of life and don't try to avoid it. Understand that it is all part of the bigger picture and something beautiful will come out of it.